Post by amberm on Jul 15, 2019 22:41:17 GMT
What a start to the season!
Two different challenges that have completely stirred my brain up in just a few short days. I'm a mom so most of my day to day is literally at the communication level of a 5 year old. It's nice to be doing adult stuff again, but holy hell! Production puts in freaking work for these challenges. I didn't even compete in the first tribe immunity challenge because I had some health issues at home with my kids, and I can tell how much work my tribe put into that comp. My tribe is the definition of dedicated. I literally couldn't have asked for a better tribe. It seemed as though everyone was genuine and caring and understanding of what I was going through this weekend, and it made my heart full. All very good people. I'd like to truly believe that nobody was talking bad about me during this time but, there's that little voice inside my head telling me there was definitely some negative talk about me during that time. Which sucks but it is what it is. At least I didn't show off my strengths early on in the game. And we are safe from tribal today which is another huge plus, so I can try to do some damage control before the next competition. Show the tribe I am dedicated and good to have around. The time around the clock it takes to compete in all these things is a bit overwhelming. I didn't expect it to be so time consuming, and I didn't even compete like I said, lol. However, I'm learning to adjust and hopefully be able to plan my chaotic days better to really get dedicated. Overall, I really do love my tribe. I've had nothing but good vibes from them all. They are all very hard working, and super committed.